Flying High on Expectations…(Throwback-Blerp 2011)

Sometimes we fly high on expectations… longing for love to be returned in the way we have given it…throwing ourselves into the pit of fear, insecurity, uncertainties, and rejection, the pit that is a bumpy journey of finding the one who is right for you… often searching for honesty on a foundation that is full of lies… loving someone so deeply, only for them to fall short of these high expectations… discovering at times the love does not even exist… asking questions as to why this happened…who is to blame? Does it matter?… it’s not a competition. It’s hard to fathom why someone would come back to only leave again or to inflict the same pain that left with them…Isn’t pure love supposed to stand the test of time? It seems that time often tests, but love often fails.